i have nothing beautiful to write

i am going the fuck through it.

it feels like my insides are on fire. my heart is literally breaking inside my body and this is an exhausting pain because it hasn’t stopped for 3 weeks.

i am exhausted.

i am in agony.

i don’t know what the fuck to do.

i am crumbling.

and i am so fucking strong but good god this is way harder than i am used to.

this is can only be described as the ultimate test of perseverance post heartbreak.

i feel like i am dying.

except that i am not.

and i am not quite sure which is worse.

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