Fears.

A list of my worst fears- constantly growing

  1. That I won’t ever find a mind-altering, world stopping, soul consuming love ever again.
  2. And that I’ll be so unable to settle for anything less I won’t have a family, have someone to come home to, or have children.
  3. That I will settle for less.
  4. That 10 years from now, I will be sitting at a laptop, writing about how I still think of you.
  5. That I’ll actually do slam poetry.
  6. That I’ll never be able to say the things in my head without coming across as insincere.
  7. That my heart will never heal, just be mended.
  8. That I’ll resent my friends forever.
  9. That I’ll never be in a wedding or be someone’s maid of honor.
  10. That I’ll get divorced.
  11. That my brother will marry someone I hate.
  12. That I’ll never lose the weight I want to or really love the way I look.
  13. that no one will ever propose to em

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  1. just everything on that list

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